Ihateyou :)

Tears keep falling . I wonder why . I'm totally not in a good mood today . And so few days ago . Well , i just found out something . I dont know why you wanna lie to me . Why dont you just tell me the truth ? Hell , and yes . Your hiding a lot of things behind me . Yes , i found out and i didnt ask you cause i hope nothing will happen between us . We used to talk and laugh together , tease each other . But just , we not even talk for minutes .

Well , i admit my wrongs . I did said something wrong but i apologize . But did you reply ? No you didnt . Till i wrote something on public only you text me . So now what . you dont know what you'd did and some more can come and ask who make me mad . Why are you so stupid ?! I feel like slapping you seriously .

Just , i received your text and ask me when i'm in the mood only talk to you . WHAT ?! So funny :/ You should have know what happen right ! Ihateyou . Man , i dont need you to be in my life . It's sad to say that , but isn't it's good for me and you if we dont even know each other from the first ? I shouldn't trust you from the first . I shouldn't be so nice when i know you . I shouldn't cheer you up whenever your sad . I shouldn't help you out when you got problems .
Ps. He is not my boyf . Just a very good friend .


Okay enough of this . Another one . Friends . She is a bitch . Well , long story . Lazy to explain tho . She can fking come and scold me without reasons . Dislike people like that . My life sucks . Fuck my life seriously . Meet those people so unlucky . But nah of cause i do have some awesome friends . ha .

xoxo .

Happy Valentine's Day ♥

Okay, i know i'm a little bit late to post this but, Happy Valentine's Day to all couples. Appreciate your loves. It's hard to get a person that you love him, and he loves you too. or maybe he love you more than you love him. If you get a girl or a guy like that, dont ever hurt them, please.

To the one who got no valentine, we will call it a friendship day. so, Happy friendship day ! :) Every year we got no valentines. Dont worry, not only you, i got no valentines too. Nah not kesian la. Single is not bad tho. Well, maybe i just used to be single. Walking alone in the shopping mall, shopping alone, looking around. And yes, of cause i do see a lot couples while shopping.

Yes, dont need to ask, sometimes i do jealous bout it. ha. But not desperate okay ! I just miss the time when there's a guy be with me, holding hands, whispering at each other ears. ha. All those memories, i will keep inside true deeply my heart, forever and ever.


xoxo.

Okay, i'm lazy to blog now. maybe later on? ha.

Happy Chinese New Year :)

Happy chinese new year people :) ha. yeah. i drew the orange. ha. cute isn't? :P Well, i dont really enjoy this year chinese new year. it sucks tho :S but nah. one year once, forced myself to enjoy and yeah i did enjoy there. hee. but hell, sometimes i wish i could go back to my hometown. Cause there's damn a lot of stars there! Unlike here. no stars at all.

Maybe you don't understand the feelings. But awwwwwwwwwwwwwww. so sweet ya know. i love the feelings <3>


ANDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD, this is the group picture on that day! ha. the BARBEQUE PARTYYYYYYY! it's a very big family tho :) i love you guyss <3>HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO LOO JEN-NING AND QUEK EE SHEN. :)


Okay, so, Valentines days is coming O: well, another year i'm celebrating alone, again. HAHAHHAHA. nah i'm used to it dont worry :) but awwwwwwwwwwww you know right today i went pyramid and watched movie. So we decided to eat only go meet wei ji and all up. At first, we decided to eat at MCD, so we walked to ice rink and suddenly weng kiat asked us to go to the ice rink there.

And this is what i saw thereeee ! One couples sitting in the middle of the ice rink. AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW. Damn it. the guy is so fking romantic ! how i wish i have a romantic boyf. ha. nah joking :P The girl must be the lucky girl in the world <3

Every girl do wish they have a good and romantic boyf of cause. ha. especially valentines is coming ! Of cause ppl do hope they can celebrate the day with the love one. :) so do me. xoxo

Barbeque party tomorrow.
YAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! :)

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MY BABYY, JAY CHOU JIE LUN ♥

Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to Jay Chou,
Happy birthday to you. ♥

Sorry that i can make this post on 18th january. i can't online on that day. Rawr! but nah whatever. at least i remember his birthday :P ngee. oh he's so adorable right. hee ! I dont know since when i'm in love with him, and i will love him, support him like forever of cause ♥

He's my idol, well he's not the most leng zai in the world i know, but he do have a nice voice. he know how to write songs, play piano like god okay! I dont understand why some ppl dont like him. they must be jealous. Rawr! But who cares. yet so many ppl love him like i do ! His music is just my life. ♥

Well, he's 32 this year! HAHAHHAHA. but i dont mind tho. just a damn number. Even tho he's in the early thirthy but he still so busy like last time. He's the legend. No one can replace him :) Jay Chou, iloveyouforever. ♥

AFRAID OF LOVE

Love, itself is just a word, mean nothing. But when it comes to a relationship between a boy and girl, it can be describe as a bittersweet.

Love comes from within your heart and soul. It's a feeling that you have never experienced before. You feel something which can not be explained. And it remains with you therefore it won't fade away. Love is when the two heart and soul become as one. You know when you are in love as you your heart feels it. Don't be afraid to listen to it. This is called LOVE.

We are all too afraid to love because we are too afraid to give ourselves to some one we might lose

Just because someone hurt you, doesn't mean you should give up on yourself. You are a lot more than you think you are.

Let love in, its a wonderful thing, let love in before its to late, let love in its one of life great blessings, let love in to stay forever, Don't be like me and keep love out ,don't be like me and stay in doubt ,don't be like me and when its too late, blame love and claim it did not wait.